I wanted to love this book so bad! I really loved the idea of a teen girl who meet a guy and make him up in her head as her fake boyfriend for years when she only met him once. 

A couple of things that got me through the book was the narration. I listened to this through audible, and I loved both the female and the male narrators.  The other is the deep topics eating disorders, emotional abuse… Etc. and it was done well. That is what kept me invested in the book.

I was so done with Aurora calling Mike’s full name throughout this entire book. I get it when she’s saying “my Canadian Boyfriend “ when writing in her diary/journal because she’s a teen and she doesn’t have a name but when she meets Mike and when talking about him Mike Martin over and over…too much. 
I’m also not a huge fan of third act breakups but they don’t bother me that much. Just depends on the reason and I don’t feel like Mike had a valid reason to be angry about a teen girl journal and I don’t think that Aurora even explained herself well enough.  

This was just OK for me.